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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
من إنتاج : موقع طريق الإيمان
نبذة عن المحاضرة : الخطبة التي بسببها أوقف الشيخ نبيل لمدة ثلاثة أشهر ، والخطبة تتعلق بأحداث لبنان وإسرائيل
أنت من يؤخر النصر عن هذه الأمة
قلت لها: أيا نفسي كيف ذاك وأنا عبد ضعيف لا أملك سلطة ولا قوة، لو أمرت المسلمين ما ائتمروا ولو نصحتم ما انتصحوا ..
فقاطعتني مسرعة، إنها ذنوبك ومعاصيك ، إنها معاصيك التي بارزت بها الله ليل نهار .. إنه زهدك عن الواجبات وحرصك على المحرمات ..
قلت لها: وماذا فعلت أنا حتى تلقين عليّ اللوم في تأخير النصر ..
قالت: يا عبدالله والله لو جلست أعد لك ما تفعل الآن لمضى وقت طويل، فهل أنت ممن يصلون الفجر في جماعة؟
قلت: نعم أحيانا، ويفوتني في بعض المرات ..
قالت مقاطعة: هذا هو التناقض بعينه، كيف تدّعي قدرتك على الجهاد ضد عدوّك، وقد فشلت في جهاد نفسك أولا، في أمر لا يكلفك دما ولا مالا، لا يعدو كونه دقائق قليلة تبذلها في ركعتين مفروضتين من الله الواحد القهار ..كيف تطلب الجهاد، وأنت الذي تخبّط في أداء الصلوات المفروضة، وضيّع السنن الراتبة، ولم يقرأ ورده من القرآن، ونسي أذكار الصباح والمساء، ولم يتحصّن بغض البصر، ولم يكن بارّا بوالديه، ولا واصلا لرحمه ؟
واستطردت: كيف تطلب تحكيم شريعة الله في بلادك، وأنت نفسك لم تحكمها في نفسك وبين أهل بيتك، فلم تتق الله فيهم، ولم تدعهم إلى الهدى، ولم تحرص على إطعامهم من حلال، وكنت من الذين قال الله فيهم: { يحبون المال حبا جما } ، فكذبت وغششت وأخلفت الوعد فاستحققت الوعيد ..
قلت لها مقاطعا: ومال هذا وتأخير النصر؟ أيتأخر النصر في الأمة كلها بسبب واحد في المليار ؟
قالت: آه ثم آه ثم آه، فقد استنسخت الدنيا مئات الملايين من أمثالك إلا من رحم الله.. كلهم ينتهجون نهجك فلا يعبأون بطاعة ولا يخافون معصية وتعلّل الجميع أنهم يطلبون النصر لأن بالأمة من هو أفضل منهم، لكن الحقيقة المؤلمة أن الجميع سواء إلا من رحم رب السماء .. أما علمت يا عبدالله أن الصحابة إذا استعجلوا النصر ولم يأتهم علموا أن بالجيش من أذنب ذنبا .. فما بالك بأمة واقعة في الذنوب من كبيرها إلى صغيرها ومن حقيرها إلى عظيمها .. ألا ترى ما يحيق بها في مشارق الأرض ومغاربها ؟
بدأت قطرات الدمع تنساب على وجهي، فلم أكن أتصوّر ولو ليوم واحد وأنا ذاك الرجل الذي أحببت الله ورسوله وأحبببت الإسلام وأهله، قد أكون سببا من أسباب هزيمة المسلمين .. أنني قد أكون شريكا في أنهار الدماء المسلمة البريئة المنهمرة في كثير من بقاع الأرض ..
لقد كان من السهل عليّ إلقاء اللوم، على حاكم وأمير، وعلى مسؤول ووزير، لكنني لم أفكر في عيبي وخطأي أولا .. ولم أتدبّر قول الله تعالى: { إن الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم }
فقلت لنفسي: الحمد لله الذي جعل لي نفسا لوّامة، يقسم الله بمثلها في القرآن إلى يوم القيامة .. فبماذا تنصحين ؟
فقالت: ابدأ بنفسك، قم بالفروض فصل الصلوات الخمس في أوقاتها وادفع الزكاة وإياك وعقوق الوالدين، تحبّب إلى الله بالسنن، لا تترك فرصة تتقرّب فيها إلى الله ولو كانت صغيرة إلا وفعلتها، وتذكر أن تبسّمك في وجه أخيك صدقة، لا تدع إلى شيء وتأت بخلافه فلا تطالب بتطبيق الشريعة إلا إذا كنت مثالا حيا على تطبيقها في بيتك وعملك، ولا تطالب برفع راية الجهاد وأنت الذي فشل في جهاد نفسه، ولا تلق اللوم على الآخرين تهرّبا من المسؤولية، بل أصلح نفسك وسينصلح حال غيرك، كن قدوة في كل مكان تذهب فيه .. إذا كنت تمضي وقتك ناقدا عيوب الناس، فتوقّف جزاك الله خيرا فالنقّاد كثر وابدأ بإصلاح نفسك .. وبعدها اسأل الله بصدق أن يؤتيك النصر أنت ومن معك، وكل من سار على نهجك، فتكون ممن قال الله فيهم: { إن تنصروا الله ينصركم ويثبت أقداكم } .. واعلم أن كل معصية تعصي الله بها وكل طاعة تفرّط فيها هي دليل إدانة ضدّك في محكمة دماء المسلمين الأبرياء ..
فرفعت رأسي مستغفرا الله على ما كان مني ومسحت الدمع من على وجهي ..
وقلت يا رب .. إنها التوبة إليك .. لقد تبت إليك ..
ولنفتح صفحة حياة جديدة .. بدأتها بركعتين في جوف الليل .. أسأل الله أن يديم عليّ نعمتهما ..
ملاحظة ورجاء: أرجو أن يشارك قارئ المقالة بتعليق ليخبرنا هل هو فعلا يعاني مما عانيت منه؟
وهل سيعمل على اتباع العلاج الذي وصف؟ وهل يقترح علاجا آخر
--- source: www.islamway.com ---
Monday, July 31, 2006
لسوف نلقى الاحبة باذن الله فإن مع العـسر يـسـرا
يا إنسان بعد الجوع شبع ، وبعد الظمأ ري ، وبعد السهر نوم ، وبعد المرض عافية ،
سوف يصل الغائب ، ويهتدي الضال ، ويفك العاني ، وينقشع الظلام (فعسى الله أن يأتي بالفتح أو أمر من عنده)
بشر الليل بصبح صادق يطارده على روؤس الجبال ، ومسارب الأودية ،
بشر المهموم بفرج مفاجىء يصل في سرعة الضوء ، ولمح البصر ،
بشر المنكوب بلطف خفي وكف حانية وادعة .
إذا رأيت الصحراء تمتد وتمتد ، فاعلم أن وراءها رياضاً خضراء وارفة الظلال .
إذا رأيت الحبل يشتد ويشتد ، فاعلم أنه سوف ينقطع.
مع الدمعة بسمة ، ومع الخوف أمن ، ومع الفزع سكينة ،
النار لا تحرق إبراهيم التوحيد ، لأن الرعاية الربانية فتحت نافذة (برداً وسلاماً)
البحر لا يغرق كليم الرحمن ، لأن الصوت القوي الصادق نطق بـ (كلا إن معي ربي سيهدين)
المعصوم في الغار بشر صاحبه بأنه وحده معنا فنزل الأمن والفتح والسكينة .
الأيام دول ، والدهر متقلب ، والليالي حبالى ، والغيب مستور ، والحكيم كل يوم هو في شأن ،
ولعل الله يحدث بعد ذلك أمراً
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Dear Sister
In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. May His blessings be upon His messenger and those who follow the truth. I hope this letter spreads and benefits the Umma.
Dear Sister,
I send this letter to you, because you occupy my mind, and I wonder: "When will she become the person she should be?"
I realize, that there are so many girls out there who are just like you. Good girls, but so busy with life, they feel too weak to change themselves. So what they do is, they wait for the Good Guy to come along and marry them, rescue them from the life of Duniya, to the life of Aakhira.
Don't you realize, that good guys are searching for good girls? And while you and I both know you're a good person at heart, but it doesn't show in the way you live, so how will the good guys know?
My Sister, I know you're a jewel, and that the person who'll marry you will find a treasure in you, but will he deserve it? Will he appreciate it? Will he know he has a treasure?
I fear for you, a Jewel who looks like an ordinary stone, and I know there are guys out there who are looking for ordinary stones, they're looking for people who are only pretty from the outside, not caring about the amount of Taqwa they have in their heart. So if you look like a stone, maybe the person who'll come for you will be one of those looking for a stone...
He won't care about the Jewel, and the Jewel is a girl with taqwa in her heart... and slowly, he might destroy the taqwa, and you might become just another stone.
[Has not the time come for the hearts of those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah- Islam) to be affected by Allah's Reminder (Quran), and that which has been revealed of the truth, lest they become as those who received the Scripture before, and the term was prolonged for them and so their hearts were hardened? And many of them were Fasiqoon (disobedient to Allah).] Surat Al-Hadid 57.16
So what should you do about this Noor that you have in your heart?
Feed it with Iman! Let it flourish, let it grow, let it cover you up completely !
Perhaps it will be difficult for you to very quickly cut off corruption from taking its place in your heart, but you can take it step by step.
So let's make a program now shall we? Guys have the advantage of having to pray in the Masjid, so they HAVE to go to places filled with Angels, dhikr and good people. Girls don't have to go to the Masjid, so they might miss out on a lot of ajr by not taking proper actions, like going to lectures for females, like fasting Mondays and Thursdays, and so on. There's much to do but have you sat down properly to think of all the things you could do for Ajr?
Try it out, get a paper or use your PC, write down all the good deeds that you could do, like:
1- Read Quran.
2- Listen to Quran.
3- Memorize Quran.
4- Read Tafseer.
5- Listen to lectures.
6- Give to charity.
7- Pray nawafel.
And so and so on, you'll find the list to be pretty huge, then you should take a look at it and think of how much you do compared to what you could be doing. Then you should start organizing yourself to fill up your time with some of the good deeds listed. Remember that you shouldn't put them all on your shoulders at once, start out slow but make sure you go up!
It's also important to look like the Jewel that you are. Why? First of all, because you want Allah to see you as a Jewel, not someone trying to be a pebble, right?
Secondly, you want to be grateful that you're a Jewel !
And last but not least, because it's important that a good girl marries a good guy, so your children have two good role models at home to follow in their footsteps, and thus you will be helping improve the community, and helping the Muslim Umma, which will in turn help change the world !!
How does a Jewel look like? She obeys Allah's command, He Says in the Quran:
[O Prophet! Tell your wives and your daughters and the women of the believers to draw their cloaks all over their bodies. That will be better, that they should be known (as respectable women) so as not to be annoyed (abused).]
A True Believer properly covers up her BEAUTY, not just parts of her body while adorning and decorating the rest, she acknowledges her duty and fulfills it as best as she can.
There are guys these days who have enough piety that makes them refrain from wearing certain clothes as to not cause fitna to girls. Aren't girls supposed to think this way as well? Before you wear your nicely designed hijab, and tight abaya shouldn't you worry about the fitna you might cause?
Before leaving the house, do you look at yourself and wonder if you look nice enough, or do you wonder if Allah is pleased with what you're wearing?
The Mu'mina KNOWS that Allah will not let her deeds and her sacrifices go to waste, He will reward her greatly, and she will be grateful that she took the proper actions in life!
May Allah guide the author of this letter, the sender, and the reader and grant us all the highest forms of Paradise!
P.S. Please pray for the author of this letter, who is desperately in need of Allah's guidance and Mercy...
Source: DXB Muslim
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
I was born in Alexandria on the 13th of January 1919 and was sent to the American Mission schools until I got my secondary education certificate there. In 1942 I got my diploma from Asiut University and then I specialized in religious studies as a prelude to join the Faculty of Theology. It was no easy task to join the faculty, as no candidate could join it unless he got a special recommendation from the church, and also, after he should pass a number of difficult exams. I got a recommendation from Al-Attareen Church in Alexandria and another from the Church Assembly of Lower Egypt after passing many tests to know my qualifications to become a man of religion. Then I got a third recommendation from Snodus Church Assembly which included priests from Sudan and Egypt.
The Snodus sanctioned my entrance into the Faculty of Theology in 1944 as a boarding student. There I studied at the hands of American and Egyptian teachers until my graduation in 1948.
I was supposed to be appointed in Jerusalem had it not been for the war that broke out in Palestine that same year, so I was sent to Asna in Upper Egypt. That same year I registered for a thesis at the American University in Cairo. It was about the missionary activities among Muslims. My acquaintance with Islam started in the Faculty of Theology where I studied Islam and all the methods through which we could shake the faith of Muslims and raise misconceptions in their understanding of their own religion.
In 1952 I got my M.A. from Princeton University in U.S.A. and was appointed as a teacher in the Faculty of Theology in Asiut. I used to teach Islam in the faculty as well as the faulty misconceptions spread by its enemies and the missionaries against it. During that period I decided to enlarge my study of Islam, so that I should not read the missionaries books on it only. I had so much faith in myself that I was confirmed to read the other point of view. Thus I began to read books written by Muslim authors. I also decided to read the Quran and understand its meanings. This was implied by my love of knowledge and moved by my desire to add more proofs against Islam. The result was, however, exactly the reverse. My position began to shake and I started to feel an internal strong struggle and I discovered the falsehood of everything I had studied and preached to the people. But I could not face myself bravely and tried instead to overcome this internal crisis and continue my work.
In 1954, I was sent to Aswan as secretary general of the German Swiss Mission. That was only my apparent position for my real mission was to preach against Islam in Upper Egypt especially among Muslims. A missionary conference was held at that time at Cataract Hotel in Aswan and I was given the floor to speak. That day I spoke too much, reiterating all the repeated misconceptions against Islam; and at the end of my speech, the internal crisis came to me again and I started to revise my position.
I began to ask myself: Why should I say and do all these things which I know for sure I am a liar, as this is not the truth? I took my leave before the end of the conference and went out alone to my house. I was completely shaken. As I walked through Firyal public garden, I heard a verse of the Quran on the radio. It said: <
I felt a deep comfort that night and when I returned home I spent the whole night all by myself in my library reading the Quran. My wife inquired from me about the reason of my sitting up all night and I pleaded from her to leave me alone. I stopped for a long time thinking and meditating on the verse; <
I then looked at a third quotation from the Holy Quran which says: <
Now that same night, I dramatically concluded: I took my final decision. In the morning I spoke with my wife from whom I have three sons and one daughter. But no sooner than she felt that I was inclined to embrace Islam than she cried and asked for help from the head of the mission. His name was Monsieur Shavits from Switzerland. He was a very cunning man. When he asked me about my true attitude, I told him frankly what I really wanted and then he said: Regard yourself out of job until we discover what has befallen you. Then I said: This is my resignation from my job. He tried to convince me to postpone it, but I insisted. So he made a rumor among the people that I became mad. Thus I suffered a very severe test and oppression until I left Aswan for good and returned to Cairo.
In Cairo I was introduced to a respectable professor who helped me overcome my severe trial and this he did without knowing anything about my story. He treated me as a Muslim for I introduced myself to him as such although until then I did not embrace Islam officially. That was Dr. Muhammad Abdul Moneim Al Jamal the then undersecretary of treasury. He was highly interested in Islamic studies and wanted to make a translation of the Holy Quran to be published in America. He asked me to help him because I was fluent in English since I had got my M.A. from an American University. He also knew that I was preparing a comparative study of the Quran, the Torah and the Bible. We cooperated in this comparative study and in the translation of the Quran.
When Dr. Jamal knew that I had resigned from my job in Aswan and that I was then unemployed, he helped me with a job in Standard Stationery Company in Cairo. So I was well established after a short while. I did not tell my wife about my intention to embrace Islam thus she thought that I had forgotten the whole affair and that it was nothing but a transitory crisis that no more existed. But I knew quite well that my official conversion to Islam needs long complicated measures and it was in fact a battle which I preferred to postpone for some time until I became well off and after I completed my comparative study.
In 1955 I did complete my study and my material and living affairs became well established. I resigned from the company and set up a training office for importing stationery and school articles. It was a successful business from which I gained much more money than I needed. Thus I decided to declare my official conversion to Islam. On the 25th of December 1959, I sent a telegram to Dr. Thompson, head of the American Mission in Egypt informing him that I had embraced Islam. When I told my true story to Dr. Jamal he was completely astonished. When I declared my conversion to Islam, new troubles began. Seven of my former colleagues in the mission had tried their best to persuade me to cancel my declaration, but I refused. They threatened to separate me from my wife and I said: She is free to do as she wishes. They threatened to kill me. But when they found me to be stubborn they left me alone and sent to me an old friend of mine who was also a colleague of mine in the mission. He wept very much in front of me. So I recited before him the following verses from the Quran: <
My wife left me at that time and took with her all the furniture of our house. But all my children joined me and embraced Islam. The most enthusiastic among them was my eldest son Isaac who changed his name to Osman, then my second son Joseph and my son Samuel whose name is Jamal and daughter Majida who is now called Najwa. Osman is now a doctor of philosophy working as a professor in Sorbonne University in Paris teaching oriental studies and psychology. He also writes in <
During this period, that is since 1961 until the present time I have been able to publish a number of books on Islam and the methods of the missionaries and the orientalist against it. I am now preparing a comparative study about women in the three Divine religions with the object of highlighting the status of women in Islam. In 1973 I performed Hajj (pilgrimage to Mecca) and I am doing activities preaching Islam. I hold seminars in the universities and charitable societies. I received an invitation from Sudan in 1974 where I held many seminars. My time is fully used in the service of Islam.
My faith in Islam has been brought about through reading the Holy Quran and the biography of Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings of God be upon him. I no longer believed in the misconceptions against Islam and I am especially attracted by the concept of unity of God, which is the most important feature of Islam. God is only One. Nothing is like Him. This belief makes me the servant of God only and of no one else. Oneness of God liberates man from servitude to any human being and that is true freedom.
I also like very much the rule of forgiveness in Islam and the direct relationship between God and His servants.
Ibrahim Khalil
Sunday, June 11, 2006
All I have to say is all what you know already, to confirm what you already know, the message of the Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) as given by God - the Religion of Truth. As human beings we are given a consciousness and a duty that has placed us at the top of creation. Man is created to be God's deputy on earth, and it is important to realize the obligation to rid ourselves of all illusions and to make our lives a preparation for the next life. Anybody who misses this chance is not likely to be given another, to be brought back again and again, because it says in Qur'an Majeed that when man is brought to account, he will say, "O Lord, send us back and give us another chance." The Lord will say, "If I send you back you will do the same." I was brought up in the modern world of all the luxury and the high life of show business. I was born in a Christian home, but we know that every child is born in his original nature - it is only his parents that turn him to this or that religion. I was given this religion (Christianity) and thought this way. I was taught that God exists, but there was no direct contact with God, so we had to make contact with Him through Jesus - he was in fact the door to God. This was more or less accepted by me, but I did not swallow it all. I looked at some of the statues of Jesus; they were just stones with no life. And when they said that God is three, I was puzzled even more but could not argue. I more or less believed it, because I had to have respect for the faith of my parents. Gradually I became alienated from this religious upbringing. I started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my God, the goal of making money. I had an uncle who had a beautiful car. "Well," I said, "he has it made. He has a lot of money." The people around me influenced me to think that this was it; this world was their God. I decided then that this was the life for me; to make a lot of money, have a 'great life.' Now my examples were the pop stars. I started making songs, but deep down I had a feeling for humanity, a feeling that if I became rich I would help the needy. (It says in the Qur'an, we make a promise, but when we make something, we want to hold onto it and become greedy.) So what happened was that I became very famous. I was still a teenager, my name and photo were splashed in all the media. They made me larger than life, so I wanted to live larger than life and the only way to do that was to be intoxicated (with liquor and drugs).
After a year of financial success and 'high' living, I became very ill, contracted TB and had to be hospitalized. It was then that I started to think: What was to happen to me? Was I just a body, and my goal in life was merely to satisfy this body? I realized now that this calamity was a blessing given to me by Allah, a chance to open my eyes - "Why am I here? Why am I in bed?" - and I started looking for some of the answers. At that time there was great interest in the Eastern mysticism. I began reading, and the first thing I began to become aware of was death, and that the soul moves on; it does not stop. I felt I was taking the road to bliss and high accomplishment. I started meditating and even became a vegetarian. I now believed in 'peace and flower power,' and this was the general trend. But what I did believe in particular was that I was not just a body. This awareness came to me at the hospital. One day when I was walking and I was caught in the rain, I began running to the shelter and then I realized, 'Wait a minute, my body is getting wet, my body is telling me I am getting wet.' This made me think of a saying that the body is like a donkey, and it has to be trained where it has to go. Otherwise, the donkey will lead you where it wants to go. Then I realized I had a will, a God-given gift: follow the will of God. I was fascinated by the new terminology I was learning in the Eastern religion. By now I was fed up with Christianity. I started making music again and this time I started reflecting my own thoughts. I remember the lyric of one of my songs. It goes like this: "I wish I knew, I wish I knew what makes the Heaven, what makes the Hell. Do I get to know You in my bed or some dusty cell while others reach the big hotel?" and I knew I was on the Path. I also wrote another song, "The Way to Find God Out." I became even more famous in the world of music. I really had a difficult time because I was getting rich and famous, and at the same time, I was sincerely searching for the Truth. Then I came to a stage where I decided that Buddhism is all right and noble, but I was not ready to leave the world. I was too attached to the world and was not prepared to become a monk and to isolate myself from society. I tried Zen and Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology. I tried to look back into the Bible and could not find anything. At this time I did not know anything about Islam, and then, what I regarded as a miracle occurred. My brother had visited the mosque in Jerusalem and was greatly impressed that while on the one hand it throbbed with life (unlike the churches and synagogues which were empty), on the other hand, an atmosphere of peace and tranquillity prevailed.
When he came to London he brought back a translation of the Qur'an, which he gave to me. He did not become a Muslim, but he felt something in this religion, and thought I might find something in it also. And when I received the book, a guidance that would explain everything to me - who I was; what was the purpose of life; what was the reality and what would be the reality; and where I came from - I realized that this was the true religion; religion not in the sense the West understands it, not the type for only your old age. In the West, whoever wishes to embrace a religion and make it his only way of life is deemed a fanatic. I was not a fanatic, I was at first confused between the body and the soul. Then I realized that the body and soul are not apart and you don't have to go to the mountain to be religious. We must follow the will of God. Then we can rise higher than the angels. The first thing I wanted to do now was to be a Muslim. I realized that everything belongs to God, that slumber does not overtake Him. He created everything. At this point I began to lose the pride in me, because hereto I had thought the reason I was here was because of my own greatness. But I realized that I did not create myself, and the whole purpose of my being here was to submit to the teaching that has been perfected by the religion we know as Al-Islam. At this point I started discovering my faith. I felt I was a Muslim. On reading the Qur'an, I now realized that all the Prophets sent by God brought the same message. Why then were the Jews and Christians different? I know now how the Jews did not accept Jesus as the Messiah and that they had changed His Word. Even the Christians misunderstand God's Word and called Jesus the son of God. Everything made so much sense. This is the beauty of the Qur'an; it asks you to reflect and reason, and not to worship the sun or moon but the One Who has created everything. The Qur'an asks man to reflect upon the sun and moon and God's creation in general. Do you realize how different the sun is from the moon? They are at varying distances from the earth, yet appear the same size to us; at times one seems to overlap the other. Even when many of the astronauts go to space, they see the insignificant size of the earth and vastness of space. They become very religious, because they have seen the Signs of Allah. When I read the Qur'an further, it talked about prayer, kindness and charity. I was not a Muslim yet, but I felt that the only answer for me was the Qur'an, and God had sent it to me, and I kept it a secret. But the Qur'an also speaks on different levels. I began to understand it on another level, where the Qur'an says, "Those who believe do not take disbelievers for friends and the believers are brothers." Thus at this point I wished to meet my Muslim brothers.
Then I decided to journey to Jerusalem (as my brother had done). At Jerusalem, I went to the mosque and sat down. A man asked me what I wanted. I told him I was a Muslim. He asked what was my name. I told him, "Stevens." He was confused. I then joined the prayer, though not so successfully. Back in London, I met a sister called Nafisa. I told her I wanted to embrace Islam and she directed me to the New Regent Mosque. This was in 1977, about one and a half years after I received the Qur'an. Now I realized that I must get rid of my pride, get rid of Iblis, and face one direction. So on a Friday, after Jumma' I went to the Imam and declared my faith (the Kalima) at this hands. You have before you someone who had achieved fame and fortune. But guidance was something that eluded me, no matter how hard I tried, until I was shown the Qur'an. Now I realize I can get in direct contact with God, unlike Christianity or any other religion. As one Hindu lady told me, "You don't understand the Hindus. We believe in one God; we use these objects (idols) to merely concentrate." What she was saying was that in order to reach God, one has to create associates, that are idols for the purpose. But Islam removes all these barriers. The only thing that moves the believers from the disbelievers is the salat. This is the process of purification.
Finally I wish to say that everything I do is for the pleasure of Allah and pray that you gain some inspirations from my experiences. Furthermore, I would like to stress that I did not come into contact with any Muslim before I embraced Islam. I read the Qur'an first and realized that no person is perfect. Islam is perfect, and if we imitate the conduct of the Holy Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) we will be successful. May Allah give us guidance to follow the path of the ummah of Muhammad (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam). Ameen!
Yusuf Islam
Sharifa Carlo's (trained to destroy Islam) ... path to Islam
One member of this group approached me because he saw that I was articulate, motivated and very much the women’s rights advocate. He told me that if I studied International Relations with an emphasis in the Middle East, he would guarantee me a job at the American Embassy in Egypt. He wanted me to eventually go there to use my position in the country to talk to Muslim women and encourage the fledgling women’s rights movement. I thought this was a great idea. I had seen the Muslim women on tv; I knew they were a poor oppressed group, and I wanted to lead them to the light of 20th century freedom.
With this intention, I went to college and began my education. I studied Quraan, hadith and Islamic history. I also studied the ways I could use this information. I learned how to twist the words to say what I wanted them to say. It was a valuable tool. Once I started learning, however, I began to be intrigued by this message. It made sense. That was very scary. Therefore, in order to counteract this effect, I began to take classes in Christianity. I chose to take classes with this one professor on campus because he had a good reputation and he had a Ph.D. in Theology from Harvard University. I felt I was in good hands. I was, but not for the reasons I thought. It turns out that this professor was a Unitarian Christian. He did not believe in the trinity or the divinity of Jesus. In actuality, he believed that Jesus was a prophet.
He proceeded to prove this by taking the bible from its sources in Greek, Hebrew and Aramaic and show where they were changed. As he did this, he showed the historical events which shaped and followed these changes. By the time I finished this class, my deen had been destroyed, but I was still not ready to accept Islam. As time went on, I continued to study, for myself and for my future career. This took about three years. In this time, I would question Muslims about their beliefs. One of the Individuals I questioned was a Muslim brother with the MSA. Alhamdulllah, he saw my interest in the deen, and made it a personal effort to educate me about Islam. May Allah increase his reward. He would give me dawaa at every opportunity which presented itself.
One day, this man contacts me, and he tells me about a group of Muslims who were visiting in town. He wanted me to meet them. I agreed. I went to meet with them after ishaa prayer. I was led to a room with at least 20 men in it. They all made space for me to sit, and I was placed face to face with an elderly Pakistani gentleman. Mashallah, this brother was a very knowledgeable man in matters of Christianity. He and I discussed and argued the varying parts of the bible and the Quraan until the fajr. At this point, after having listened to this wise man tell me what I already knew, based on the class I had taken in Christianity, he did what no other individual had ever done. He invited me to become a Muslim. In the three years I had been searching and researching, no one had ever invited me. I had been taught, argued with and even insulted, but never invited. May Allah guide us all. So when he invited me, it clicked. I realized this was the time. I knew it was the truth, and I had to make a decision. Alhamdulillah, Allah opened my heart, and I said, “Yes. I want to be a Muslim.” With that, the man led me in the shahadah - in English and in Arabic. I swear by Allah that when I took the shahadah, I felt the strangest sensation. I felt as if a huge, physical weight had just been lifted off my chest; I gasped for breath as if I were breathing for the first time in my life. Alhamdulillah, Allah had given me a new life — a clean slate — a chance for Jennah, and I pray that I live the rest of my days and die as a Muslim. Ameen.
Shariffa Carlo
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
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But all that what hits us, has got also its second side..
Like a night being there for the sun to arise..
Grey days are needed, unwanted tears are needed, silent dreams are needed to achieve happiness..
Pain and fear are needed, time for doubts is needed like a night being there for the sun to arise..
No matter the eyes full of tears, a new day will come anyway..
How could the glow amaze you, if you didn’t know any shades of darkness?
How the happiness could be recognised by someone who didn’t know any moments of desperation?
Every fear is needed, anger without a purpose is needed like the night being there for the sun to arise..
And I wish you from the deepest of my heart, forever bear this thought in your mind..
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
فلا تحزن ولاتيأس...
واعلم بأنك بسعادتك سترى الأيام تسرع بك إلى مبتغاك
Thursday, March 30, 2006
الحمد لله رب العالمين , الرحمن الرحيم , مالكِ يوم الدين , والعاقبة للمتقين , ولا عدوان إلا على الظالمين .اللهم صلِ وسلم وبارك على عبدك ورسولك محمد , وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين .أما بعدُ
الحسن رحمه الله قال: " إذا نظر إليك الشيطان فرآك مُداوِمًا في طاعة الله , فبغاك , وبغاك- أي طلبك مرة بعد أخرى- فرآك مُداوِمًا , مَلَّكَ , ورفضك , وإذا كنت مرةً هكذا , ومرة هكذا , طَمِعَ فيك ".
Monday, February 20, 2006
وإذا كان الأمر كذلك، فإن هذه الدعوة المباركة، تتحمل تبعات جسام فـي مسيرة الإحياء الإسلامى الجديد، تستدعي من أبنائها وأهلها أن يكونوا على قدر هـــذه التبعات، علماً وحكمة، وسعة وإدراكاً، وجهداً وجهاداً، وأثبت عند النوازل والفتن، عـلــــى مختلف أنواعها وصنوفه
بيد أن الأمر الذى لا يسعنا تجاهله، أو تجاوزه، هو أن هذه الدعوة وأهلها مـــن العلـمـاء والـدعـــــاة والـمفكرين والعاملين، يبقون بشراً من البشر، وتبقى جهودهم في هذا السبيل، جهوداً بشرية، يعتريها ما يعتري الجهد البشري من عوارض مختلفة، منها الزلل، ومنها الخطأ، ومنها الغلو أو الإفراط أو التفريط، ومنها الذهول عن بعض الحقائق المنهجية أو العلمية أو الواقـعـيــة، ومـنـهــا ضعف بعض النفوس، أو ضعف بعض الهمم، وهذه كلها سلبيات تقع لكل جهد بشري، فطرة الله، ولا عصمة لأحد من الناس بعد النبي الخاتم صلى الله عليه وسلم ، وهذه الحقيقة من شأن استحضارها أن ينفي الحساسية الزائدة من أى ممارسة نقدية أو تقويمية ذاتية تتوجه إلى الجهود الدعوية المرتبطة بالمنهج السلفي، وإذا كنا نتوجه بالنظر والتقويم والنقد والتصحيح لمجهودات إسلامية مختلفة، من فصائل وأحزاب وجماعات، على قربها أو بعدها من المنهج الرشيد، فلماذا نستنكف نحن أن نقوم أنفسنا، ونعيد النظر في مسار الدعوة السلفية كل حين، للكشف عن المعوقات، أو الآفات، والسلبيات، التي تعترض مـســــار هذه الدعوة، أو التي تشينها، أو التي تتسبب في فتنة الآخرين تجاهها، إن انتساب أى شـخـــــص أو حركة أو تيار إلى المنهج السلفي لا يعني منحه صك عصمة مفتوحاً، بحيث يكون كل قول له أو فعل أو سلوك أو تقدير حقاً لا مراء فيه، ورشاداً لا زيغ معه، واستقامة لا اعوجاج بها، فهذا كله غلو ينبغي أن تتنزه عنه الدعوة السلفية، ولابد أن نملك الجرأة والثقة التي تجعلنا نعيد تقويم جهودنا الدعوية، بعدل وإنصاف، وتواضع وجد، حتى لا تتـراكـــم الأخـطـاء، أو تتكاتف السلبيات، أو تتضخم الهفوات، بما يهدد وجود الدعوة ونكون عياذاً بالله فـتـنـة للناس، في تقديرهم وحكمهم على منهج الفرقة الناجية ذاتها، والدعوة السلفية بوجه عام
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